EX- CRUSH :')
Assalamualaikum :)
Guys ! December are coming ! 1st of December is my aunty's wedding . Man , I'm so excited ! Okay . Actually , I miss school a lot ! And I just can't believe it =.= HAHA . Suddenly I remembered about my EX CRUSH .
Hm . I miss him and I hope he doesn't exist in my life at first . So I decided to write something about us in PAST :')
I first like him when me and my twinnie bump into
him and Farid . Okay . I'll just use his name .
Err . Should I ? Okay , NO . I don't know why but my heart was like "Fuck ! Who is that ?" (that doesn't mean I hate him)
Then , it started in the month of Ramadan . He rides the same bus as me . Do you know how I feel that moment ? There's only the two of us in the bus . And I was like , "Man , I've got to get out from here !" I went out and have a talk with my friends outside . I just can't go in there ! He'll be in the same bus with me for A MONTH . And as you know , if I don't use that precious time wisely , it will be a waste .
Time by time passes by . Many things have happened . We fought once . And it started from a
FUCKING STUPID PERSON . I hate
HER ! But then , I apologize .
Huff .
There's a day when me and my friends stalk him in his class . I was so excited ! My friends told me something about him and I was like "REALLY ? I KNOW YOU'RE JOKING DUDE ! STOP IT !" And they was like "DAMN ! TRUST US BITCH !" hahah ! So , I decided to trust them
but my happiness did not last when I found out that he already have a girlfriend . My tears drop without me knowing .
I instantly stop admiring him but I just can't . 'Dude ! He's just your crush ! Fuck ! Forget him !' I keep that in my mind , but that doesn't work . I really hope that he broke up with his girlfriend . I hate him ! Damn ! He appears in my dream :') I mean , EVERY NIGHT ! ALLAH , I'm so sad .
And one day , I receive a news from my friends , HE BROKE UP WITH HIS GIRLFRIEND ALREADY ! I didn't feel happy . I feel AWFUL ! Even it's not my fault but seeing someone you love sad is so not fun ! I was like "seriously ? damn! he's happy with that girl ! why does this happen ? he must be fucking sad ! God , give him strength . he need it :') "
Then , we became friends . We talk but not that often , I'm shy , he's shy . -.-t School holiday is about to start . For the first time I went out with him . We didn't watch movies or those romantic things . We ( Me , Shi, Farahin , Hisyam, Haziq, Yusz, and their gang. I didn't remember) went to Setia Indah's park . I took his picture . Candidly and with him knowing . We took a picture together . I wanted to cry so badly . Whenever I pass by the park , I can remember everything clearly . Dear Allah , I miss him !
That's the last time we met until now . And , Farahin told me that he . . . I don't want to remember it again cause as everyone knows , I'm dating ARIFF SHAH now . And , I'm happy with him . He's my past . Let bygones be bygones :') I think I should just mention his name here . He's Haziq . That Rahman's son . From the class 2B batch 98 . Thanks to Farahin who supports me . She gave me advices . I love you :')
So , I think that is all . Assalamualaikum and goodbye :')Labels: ShaGELSEY